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black tower
alone in my black tower, centre of my empire of pain. on my ebony throne I sit, tormented by my own self revulsion. black talons bear upon my shoulders, shadows of grey and guilt that seek my heartless soul, frozen in the wastes of my body. the coils of the vortex wrap around me, shrouded by the numbing black feeding from my suffering soul. my emotions in feral rage, restricted in this flesh prison, yearn from the release from my gripping mortal coil. follow my words, walk in my footsteps. you will never know, that you are alone. to take out my rage, to take out my grief, to imagine my death, tenfold by tenfold
(lyrics by rodge)

breath of torment
I feel like tears are frozen, deep within. outwardly calm, inside screaming to be released. i reject consciousness, every waking hour is my nightmare like serenity of death, i spend my hours in halls of my mind. the necessity of pain, i wear my own crown of thorns to stand tall and bear the pain. suffering in living, i elate when I open my flesh. my savage heart destroyed the link and tore me away from the masses. cast out by choice, i welcomed this like solace denied. forever denied, so forever i dwell in sweet nocturnity. nocturnal, eternal, internal. in the shadows of man...
(lyrics by rodge)

dead reflection
swim the rotten pool aside heaving glass decay, you can take it out to free this way. achieve light withdrawn again, come on been around this undiscovered salt pattern.. i can't believe the choice on this hindrance. i don't really know with it lost now language lost to thoughts, i carve a smile upon your face, resist the skin a perfect case. there's nothing in the way of my heart slashing at your happiness to reap a harvest of despatch. in this you have such a beautiful world, you have such a breakable world to dispatch the child within the pain you're buried. young and deaf, stillborn. clean the floor again, clean up resistance of these flaws. curling up in hate again
(lyrics by adam)

i
in the shadows of my thoughts, echoes of far away pain. tangled in the thorns of hatred, i crave the blades icy touch. i bleed for the distant skies, dark intensity, ecstasy in agony. some wounds will never heal, some memories will never die. cold nights of hunger, buried in the silence. the cold wind carries me away, to the depths of obscurity. long ago, i destroyed the gods around me and saw the unlit candle, burning in my heart. to die the same death, and truly feel to be enveloped by the night sky. a tide of darkness flows, a fire within, tears in my eyes, reflecting the weight of the sky above
(lyrics by adam)

of foul blood
never walk alone, never walk in fear. watch the shadows, always dancing in paranoia. focused but still... turn your head to see, the fears in the corners of your visions, at the edge of your dreams. i would rip out your heart, held aloft to the falling skies. your twisted blood, forbidden to fall upon this earth. in uncontrollable hatred, in blinded rage
i would cut apart your life, destroy all you loved. to see through a crimson shroud. never forget me, sleep with my eyes in your dreams. walk the chambers of your mind, my jagged blade scarlet, dripping with foul blood. i walk in your nightmares
(lyrics by rodge)

of hopes and fears
here i am again in this brook beside the way. an easy line to run reading aloud of false times, to arrive in concrete earth we're not done.. leave behind now i'm leaving it all behind, no loss of heart the horizon waits no boundaries tamed focused on this learning frame.. i see the smile upon your face, cornered it this far around. breaks down my suffering there's nothing in the way. the wind among the leaves is calling. please walk away from this grey play, i just can't see us running free in this age... i know i'm lost but i don't re-care, i never wanted to see me blind.. find their souls in the sky, i'm holding on to all these hopes and fears. lid the crawling on hardened knees, i don't care now, done enough to break away and cheat this burning allocation into unified realisation. swept spiralling out into forever...
(lyrics by adam)

pure (alone)
it will fall again to slide and uphold this cradling. it can't be this pure alone at the crossroads, suffer the pain of my palette to bury my core. i understand 'again' has all gone wrong.. oh yes it's all gone wrong. as if I fucking care about no words at present but please talk I can still feel...? walk the sickly morning light so pale to face the day. get up forget the past arms outstretched, can't get out inside. a face ache is what holds me down and pulls my bowels from sight, this my pride uncut.. another keyhole peep into just more pain can't hold my sides here. borrowing a goal of sorts to rip out and recover break away and leave behind again.
(lyrics by adam)

serotonin wars
have i not left what dwelt inside on my tears can't bring this on to contemplation i never walk alone on my knees. the feelings gone too far to play out the plague without my heart searing cold within, i can't see the love on top of.. just don't get lost within that bloodshot thought embrace the learning pain within.. they both got in the way this love and suffering. don't get lost within those detached thoughts just embrace the pain again. can I love this way to drop thin, my blood is pumping reckless possibilities atop a tide of chemical movements. no lies here too false this walk alone, one wave to spread a lifetime of hearthoughts. inside all around a one way distant doorway pocketing material pain away, detached so far i'm here now 'anyway'
(lyrics by adam)


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